ugh

Colt lost his job last monday. It was definitely bad news. Were good for this month but next is what im worried about. I started my new job today and I think im gonna love it. Colt can start a new job once he gets his class a cdl. Its just a matter of how fast he can get that done and then we'll be ok. Its making it in the meantime thats hard. Having Colton more has been nice. Except that he and Ronald get on each others nerves because neither one of them is used to having to share as much as they do now. But i'm sure it will get better the more they're around each other. At least we hope so. Since they're driving each other nuts it drives us nuts. We need a break. We've been so stressed out and the end just seems so far away. But its coming. We have lots to be grateful for and will definitely remember those things tonight in my prayers. A house with heat, two running vehicles, two adorable children, and each other. Everything else will fall in to place. I think I just need to sing in my head count your many blessings name them one by one...but sometimes it only does so much. We'll be fine. Looking forward to another day tomorrow. We get to eat dinner together and go to bed together. Thats all that matters