Wow it's been a while lol. But that's ok. We've been busy. Ronald turned two last month. He's definitely in his terrible two's. Without a doubt. And apparently they last till he's five...great. But i'm so grateful for him. He brightens my day so much. Even when he's throwing a fit i'm so grateful he's here. He's changed our whole perspective on things.

Colt's taking a job out of state next month. He'll be gone two weeks and home two weeks. I'm really looking forward to him being home for two whole weeks. He can spend so much more time with Ronald and Colton. Which will be good for all of them. I will continue working as much as i'd like to be able to stay home and go to school full time. But my insurance is too good. And that's hard to give up. And I have a big plan of getting a gian savings and college funds put away for the kids...it's all nice in theory lol. I just hope it can work. So far it hasn't worked out so well but Colt's also been making less than he was before.

Things are hard but in my line of work it makes me realize how much we really have. And that i should be more grateful. I feel like I whine a lot about how things are for us but I need to keep my chin up. I've learned so much and feel like this experience has benefited us in so many ways. We've never been closer than we are now. And we appreciate everything more. And I mean everything.

Colt is now in the young men presidency. He loves it and it's going to be good for him to spend some time with the young men and the scouts. He never went to scout camp and hopefully will be able to get to this year. It will definitely be an experience. If it's anything like girls camp he'll learn tons from them. I'm in the nursery. Since january we've had three kids tops. Our two boys and our neighbors little girl. But I don't mind it. It's nice. Ronald could use a little experience with other kids. He's used to not having to share his toys except when Colton is here. And lately that hasn't been going over so well. They usually play so well together but the last couple months has been difficult with them together. I'm hoping it's just the age and they'll grow out of it...